the weilder of many voices but just one will

once upon a time this heart beat for thee
always trying to protect the innocent by decree
my heart has been beaten and left for dead
lies hatred and being left out has turned my soul red
i wish it wasnt so but my heart has been twisted
now it thinks of cousing pain and agony
now i want to see them pay for the pain this is my new decree
to hurt and couse the same pain they showed me
why was i cursed with this need to protect them
with this hatred and anger burning from within
i dont understand ,… Continue

hope everything is good for everyone if not leave me a message and ill try and help kinda miss everyone but .. well ill talk to everyone later maybe

im stuck in this world to be alone to cry
always looking for someone who wont lie
i lift the stones where they do cling
the scorpions jump and i feel there sting
i climb the highest mountains in vain
all i find are vultures laughing at my pain
i dive into the dark seas hopeing someone will be found
but instead only sharks to chase me to dry ground
every where i call out every where i see
no one in this life is even close to me
iv lost hope and cry in agony from what iv learned
perhaps in death i… Continue

i stood up and fought your deadly beast
my armour was torn and useless but your safe atleast
i fought your demons never fearing what it would cost
that is when my great sword was lost
i rescued you from your dark thoughts
now my anchent power aveils me naught
i saved you from your self all along
now my strenth is almost gone just a memory of a song
now alone and weak i face my own fight
i gave my all no longer can i stand aganst this might
where is my rescuer my shining knight
no one here standn… Continue

Im sorry
that I bought you roses
to tell you that i like you
I'm sorry
That I was raised with respect
not to sleep with you when you were drunk
I'm sorry
That my body's not ripped enough
to "satisfy" your wants
I'm sorry
that I open your car door,
and pull out your chair like I was raised
I'm sorry
That I'm not cute enough
to be "your guy"
I'm sorry
That I am actually nice;
not a jerk
I'm sorry
I don't have a huge bank account
to buy you expensive things
I'm sorry
I like to spend quality nights… Continue